Throwback Thursday!

June 2007. High School Graduation

Graduating high school feels like it was so long ago! Crazy to look back at some pictures of my school and thinking, "dang i want that body back". Thanks to PCOS gaining weight is so easy but getting it off is so hard! My pcos is one reason why i wanted to get into blogging so bad. I hope to find followers with pcos so that I can get tips from other ladies suffering from this. I feel alone because no one i knows has pcos. I have the support of my family, friends & boyfriend. Having a support group of ladies with the same problem would probably make me feel better. It will be so easy to talk to them because they will understand what I go through and feel. My life has changed so much since these pictures were taken. I do not for one second regret anything i have done since then I only hope i continue on the road god is leading me on and i become a mother one day. I know not many people read my blog BUT i hope everyone is having a great Thursday!! Almost the weekend, which means MY BIRTHDAY!!!

Much love, Britney! xoxo

Pcos can kiss my A**

I found out about 3-4 years ago that I have poly-cystic ovary syndrome. If you don't know what that is, here is a brief definition:
Polycystic ovary syndrome is a condition in which a woman has an imbalance of a female sex hormones. This may lead to menstrual cycle changes, cysts in the ovaries, trouble getting pregnant, and other health changes.
When i was married to my now ex-husband, we tried and tried and tried, I had AF come visit whenever she wanted and so when she didn't show up i always got my hopes up that i was pregnant. I wasn't understanding why the pregnancy tests always came back negative. My ex got all checked out he was good to go, it was me with the problem, i felt horrible about this. Our next step was going to try clomid, but as you have assumed our marriage ended up not working out, and i am thankful I did not have a baby with him even as much as i want to be a mother. God knew it wasn't the right time. I ended up with no insurance and went almost a year without a check up or a period, finally when I met my current boyfriend and moved to the Indianapolis area i found a great doctor. My body just doesn't allow AF to visit on its own, so now i have to take this expensive pills to force my body to have AF visit at least every other month. When we are ready to try for a baby she said clomid would be our next option. Last time i had an ultra sound of my ovaries i did have some cysts but they were very little and shouldn't be a bother to me.  I know Tevis needs to get all checked out too, in his past marriage he had to take clomid himself, him and his ex had issues having a baby as well they ended up having to do in vitro. If it is meant to be i will become a mother to the most wonderful miracle ever. I just know with everything that has been going on with my boyfriend I believe god wants to wait and deal with that later so Tevis and I can get more stable in our lives. I hate that it wont be easy for my to get pregnant, and my goal is to have one baby. I know my parents would love to be grandparents and my brother will be a great uncle. Right now just taking one day at a time and our baby will come.  <3

I am looking forward to finding other blogs about PCOS and learning to cope with it and how to manage and control it. I need to get my body healthy. I need to lose weight to help my PCOS. Letting things go can lead to so many other issues that i DO NOT want.

Let's get to know ME

This post gives some current and past information about my life to better understand why i am doing this blog, i will be writing a variety of things like my pcos and infertility, diet and exercise, my family, my friends, my boyfriend and all his struggles, our struggles, and Delaney. I hope You all will enjoy reading about my life. 

Britney Dawn Snyder
Will be 24 years old this Saturday. 
I currently live in fairland, but will be moving to greenwood, SOON, I HOPE!
I do full time online classes at Harrison College
unemployed
I am getting a medical reimbursement technology degree
Looking to do anything insurance or billing and coding from Home.
Maybe start my own billing services company.
girlfriend, future wifey to Mr. Tevis Stambaugh
future step mommy to a soon to be 7 year old little girl who i love to death
Daughter to the most amazing parents!
Sister to my young brother who is taller then me, LOL
suffering from PCOS & Infertility
Boyfriend suffers from diabetes
Boyfriend had a left leg amputation almost a year ago
&& now has developed diabetic retinapothy, currently half blind until he gets more treatment
I have few people i allow in my life and i cherish them all dearly
I got married at the age of 20 and was divorced over a year later
I am ready to marry again and know in my heart this is right.

hello out there

I have tried over and over with keeping a blog. So i am making it my personal goal to use this new blog on a daily basis. I would love to find blogs to follow about infertility and PCOS, since i have issues with that. I am hoping i can build friendships and have lots of followers as well. My life has been a roller coaster that few years and I know sharing will help my everyday stresses.
 Any suggestions welcomes. Please welcome me to the blog world, I AM HERE TO STAY! 

look forward to many blogs about me sharing my life to get everyone up to speed.